Sunday, January 8, 2012

Upcoming Events..

Well Well Well.... So I knew this time would come sooner or later just wish it had been later.  Dean (husband) will be deploying this year so we have had to have a lot of discussions that neither of us really want to have EVER; but it is what had to be done.  I have so many things I would like to vent about but I can't really say them. OPSEC hahaha. 

I am just ready to this year done with.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

2012; welcome

Well as the new year begins I find myself in a depressed state of mind. I haven't seen my family in almost a year, my husband and I still haven't conceived and his deployment is coming up. If you ask me this year is going to be a nice little stress ball of its own. I have plans to make and to top it all off my husband will be at a month of training soon so I'm just falling more and more into depression :(

Friends are coming and going. Just today I found out someone whom I am very close with has decided to cut all ties with anyone who is not blood relation and well this sucks. I am going to miss her but what can I really do? I understand her reasons but still upsetting.