Day 25

His fathers day package :)

Friends & Deployment

I am starting to feel like no one really understands what a spouse feels even when they see it everyday. Mood swings never get any easier, the feeling of half your heart missing will never go away until your loved one is back home. Sometimes I wish I could just get in some of these people's faces and just shout military spouses are only human! We make mistakes like anyone else, we are hurting just like you are when your spouse takes a business trip.. Yours will be home and you can talk to them more than we can but it still hurts so think about how you feel on the one weekend they are away and stretch that over 9 months, 15 months and sometimes more. Sound fun? No didn't think so, so get off your high horse and stop telling spouses to get over it, to act strong. We can only act strong for so long.

Day 1

Well I much say today went so much faster than I thought it would. deployment sucks about all I can say. I am already planning this coming home I can not wait!!!!!!!! I have spent all day at the post office and Walmart doing care packages and tuff boxes whew I am tired. Anywho have a goodnight blog world.

D E P L O Y M E N T....

The most hated word by all military couples.

&&Ours is coming up..so soon I just can't believe it's right around the corner.

I don't really have much to say or time to say it.

I hope if you have a deployment coming up or a business trip

R E M E M B E R:: Make sure your S/O knows how much you love them.

Saying of the Day: 

Look beside each solider

&

you will find the people who fight with them. 

The spouses,  an the families, we serve too

&&

I am proud to call myself an Army Wife.

Have a good weekend y'all.

<3

Its Been A While

So it has been a while since I have posted.  I will try to get better at this I promise, I have just been on the go.  ANYWAYS. So The husband is training for a month and I am alone. . . Last night I went to a gathering of some other wives and I had so much fun, and here I was thinking they all hated me! I also found a new wine that I like DEZZANI MALVASIA DI CASTELNUOVO DON BOSCO.  The most amazing Red Wine ever!!! 

I miss him so much..I miss his touch, his kiss everything.  This is only so much wine a woman can drink.  I just want him back home so much.  

Peace y'all!

Upcoming Events..

Well Well Well.... So I knew this time would come sooner or later just wish it had been later.  Dean (husband) will be deploying this year so we have had to have a lot of discussions that neither of us really want to have EVER; but it is what had to be done.  I have so many things I would like to vent about but I can't really say them. OPSEC hahaha. 

I am just ready to this year done with.

2012; welcome

Well as the new year begins I find myself in a depressed state of mind. I haven't seen my family in almost a year, my husband and I still haven't conceived and his deployment is coming up. If you ask me this year is going to be a nice little stress ball of its own. I have plans to make and to top it all off my husband will be at a month of training soon so I'm just falling more and more into depression :(

Friends are coming and going. Just today I found out someone whom I am very close with has decided to cut all ties with anyone who is not blood relation and well this sucks. I am going to miss her but what can I really do? I understand her reasons but still upsetting.